Laura and I were in my Grandparents’ Montauk house, along with a third girl who doesn’t actually exist. For context, the way the house is layed out is it is more or less open, with all the rooms connecting to one another with the bathroom as the centre. In the dream the house still had this layout, but was distinctly circular instead of being rectangular like it actually is. I had the impression from the dream that we weren’t supposed to be there, and despite the fact that it was beautiful, warm, and sunny I was very paranoid about the curtains to the windows being left open for fear of people looking inside and seeing that we were there. Everything was fine between Laura and I, and we were sitting on the sofa more-or-less cuddling one another, trying to talk but the third girl kept interrupting us. She had very short hair in kind of a “mom haircut”, and was wearing men’s jeans with a wife beater; a stereotypical dyke. She was going to take a shower and kept popping out of the bathroom in various states of undress and I can only assume she was trying to get our attention. I got annoyed and even more paranoid about being seen, and ran into my Grandparents’ bedroom out of paranoia and frustration. Inside I noticed that their bedroom was even more cramped than usual due to what looked like a doll bed as well as a slightly larger child’s bed also being in the room in addition to my Grandparent’s large brass bed. I figured out that the small beds must be so they could have my young cousin Sarah sleep in the same room as them, and which made me rage even more.

Note : This nite, I woke up briefly again to mumble, though this time I was apparently drenched in sweat. I don’t remember this at all. I also think it’s interesting the way both dreams involving former Utopia coworkers have also involved my Grandparents in some indirect manner.